tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26326821027642647132024-02-20T19:18:35.907-06:00You Just Gotta Live, Laugh & LoveCHAPTER I: My personal journey through breast cancer started when I discovered a large mass in my right breast on October 19, 2006. These are my emails and thoughts through this journey. God provides.
CHAPTER II: Breast cancer found again---this time in my liver on 7-21-09. God still provides.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.comBlogger274125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-91171160340424170622009-08-23T20:21:00.003-05:002009-08-27T11:07:09.744-05:00The Final PostFor those of you who have followed Vickie's battle with cancer for the last three years I have heartbreaking news. Vickie lost her battle this morning at 11:55 a.m.<br /><br />Vickie's pain got better, but as it did her weakness and confusion got worse and she developed terrible mouth sores -- so bad she could not eat or drink more than a few small swallows a day. Wednesday she called Dr. Brooks and he said for her to go in and take a shot, and to keep coming in for shots for the next four days, until Saturday. The shot was supposed to raise her blood count and maker her feel better, and it usually works. She took the shot, but they also did labs. As expected, her counts were low. She went back in Thursday and then Friday.<br /><br />By Friday morning I was very concerned because Vickie wasn't getting better, and told her I might ask the doctor to hospitalize her. She didn't want me to, but I made no promises. She had been scheduled for labs Friday anyway, so they gave her the shot and drew the labs and we waited for the results. When the nurse saw the results she called Dr. Brooks, who came down to the infusion lab to see Vickie. When Dr. Brooks saw the sores and the blood counts he admitted her to the hospital immediately, taking the decision out of my hands.<br /><br />Saturday morning Vickie was still weak, but after a night of fluids and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">antibiotics</span> the doctor saw small improvement in her mouth sores and she was completely lucid and able to focus for the first time in days. Everyone thought she was improving, though slowly.<br /><br />Saturday afternoon about 2:00 or 2:30 p.m. I was in the room alone with Vickie and noticed a change in her breathing, which became faster, shallower and more labored. Shortly after that she was hallucinating or dreaming and waving her hands around, something she normally never does. Within a few minutes she asked me to help her to the restroom and I noticed that she was much weaker than before. When I got her back to bed I asked if she was feeling worse and she nodded yes.<br /><br />I immediately called the nurse to come look at her. They took her temperature. About two hours earlier her temp had been 97.?. Now it was 100.?. They called Dr. Brooks and he came to see her within a much shorter time than I expected. After checking her over he called in a critical care/lung specialist and an infectious disease specialist. After checking her over some more and conferring, they moved her to ICU.<br /><br />Dr. Wait, the critical care specialist, then became her main doctor. She told me I could expect Vickie to get worse before she got better, but said that while there were no guarantees, Vickie should improve. They gave her more <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">antibiotics</span> and put her on life support, so her body would not have to labor to support itself and fight off the infection at the same time, because she was too weak to do both. Dr. Wait said Vickie would be in ICU for two to three weeks, if everything went well.<br /><br />Through the night things seemed to be going pretty much as expected. By this time I had been up about a day and a half. I called some of the family and told them I needed some help as someone needed to be with Vickie. They made plans accordingly and Tony drove up through the night, arriving about 5:15 a.m. on Sunday morning. After talking with him for a while, I left the hospital and drove home to get some sleep.<br /><br />Tony called me about 9:30a.m. and told me that the doctors had told him Vickie had turned for the worse and nothing was working and that I needed to come back up to the hospital. I arrived in less than an hour and met with Dr. Wait. She told me that Vickie had turned worse in the early morning and that, while she had a few more tricks up her sleeve, it didn't look good. We discussed how far I wanted the treatment to go. I told her that she would have to make the medical decisions as to what might work, but as long as there was reasonable hope to proceed, and when there was not to tell me and we would stop.<br /><br />They made several further efforts, calling in a kidney/critical care specialist to see if dialysis would help. He checked her over and found there was swelling of the brain and after a discussion between the four doctors involved, it was decided that the point had been reached where nothing would work. I was involved in most of this conversation, though they stepped outside to work through some details and arrive at their <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">final</span> consensus. They came back inside the room and told me their consensus and I made the decision to stop action and remove life support. This was the absolute right decision as is was something Vickie and I had discussed often in the past. Within five minutes, she was gone.<br /><br />Vickie would want me to say here how hard the doctors tried to save her life. They did everything they could do and told me they would not stop until I was ready for them to stop. They were exemplary both technically and personally.<br /><br />Not long before Vickie passed away the final blood cultures and scan results came back. The scan showed there was a huge tumor near her <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">appendix</span> and the doctors now believe the cancer was probably widespread in her body, including in her bones. This set off a pair of infections, one of which was very resistant to treatment. The combination of the exceedingly aggressive cancer and the infections overcame her body and was what finally brought her down.<br /><br />It is perhaps <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">gratuitous</span> for a husband to praise his wife, so let me just say here that there is hardly a person who knew her who doesn't feel better for having done so and worse for having lost her. She was truly one of a kind and I was the luckiest man on earth to share her life and her love for thirty-eight years.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-76035850008291237102009-08-17T15:11:00.004-05:002009-08-17T16:46:20.605-05:008-17-09 The Shoe Has FallenRemember the proverbial shoe that was supposed to drop after the chemo treatment??? Well, Saturday night it dropped. My legs and bottoms of my feet were tender. Sunday was even worse. I called the answering service and asked the oncologist on duty to pescripe me something for the pain. He requested some vicadon which eased off, but did not really stop, the pain.<br /><br />Today I had a personal taxi service home from work because my manager told me I needed to go home. They did set up my cot in one of the offices that is now empty and I slept until 11:30. I was functioning sort of OK, but then it just got worse and worse. The bottoms of my feet hurt, every joint in my body hurts, I felt like I could throw up. The world was spinnning round & round. I had already been told that arrangements were made for someone to drive Big Red home and for someone else to follow us home to bring the other one back to work. What a wonderful group of people to work with at Unitrin Specialty Insurance!!!<br /><br />Nadine drove Big Red home & Terri drove her personal car to the house to take Nadine back to work. Sandy thought this was just hunky-dory because he got to meet someone else driving Big Red. I laid down & took a nap and woke up at 4 p.m. David & Sandy went to Walgreen's to pick up another RX for me to see if we can't get rid of the pain.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-88359492816535626282009-08-14T20:45:00.005-05:002009-08-15T15:54:32.980-05:008-14-09 Chemo #1It's 8:45 pm and I'm feeling great. Still waiting for the other shoe to fall..... but Dr. Brooks assured me that I wouldn't get sick like before, remember? So far he is true to his word. I took one of my nausea/vomiting pills coming home from the hospital because my liver is still making me sick a little, and that helped just calm everything down.<br /><br />We were to be at the hospital at 1:00 but we actually got there a little early, for lab work (just the finger stick to see how thick my blood is and what my white/red blood counts are. Then we met with Debbie, Dr. Brooks' RN, to do her pony show of what to expect from chemo. We hurried her right along through that. They didn't have the blood test to me before leaving, so I'll get it next time we're in his office.<br /><br />We spent about 30 minutes just waiting for the infusion lab to get my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Herceptin</span> & my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Abraxane</span> cocktails brewed. In the meantime, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Libbe</span> started my IV of saline, then she fed through 2 kinds of nausea medicine. She said that this has all changed since I had chemo before. Amazing how quickly they are making progress. By the time they got everything pushed through my port and then cleaned out the port, it was 4:50 pm.<br /><br />David visited with a woman next door to us in the infusion lab while I was taking a little nap. Her husband was getting a chemo push for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Hodgkin's</span> lymphoma. He contracted the disease six years ago, while she was pregnant with their fourth child. He's been in remission several times, but it keeps coming back faster each time and the prognisis is, as she put it, "not good." A year ago she discovered she had breast cancer and they had to stop his treatment while she had a partial mastectomy, radiation and chemo. Dr <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Laidley</span> is her breast surgeon. She went to the same plastic surgeon practice where Dr. Hodges is. So we had that in common. They are very nice people, in their early 30's, and are Christians. Please pray for Eric & Debra. We also saw a mom and her little girl who was 7-8 years old being wheeled around in the red wagons that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">MCD</span> has for little ones. She has kidney cancer. God seems to have a way of humbling you when you start the pity party at a hospital. I don't suggest it. God will give you reminder after reminder at the hospital.<br /><br />We got Burger Island cheeseburgers & French fries for supper. Got through eating and took Sandy for the short walk around our neighborhood. We sat at the park in our area for about 10 minutes while I talked to my Daddy. Then we strolled back home. It was really slow. But when I got back to the house, I didn't feel sick, didn't go to my recliner and zombie out like before. If this holds true, this will be wonderful. I thank God for this great Chapter 2 Chemo #1.<br /><br />And for my final thought for today: Paula <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Lindloff</span> who works with me at <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Unitrin</span>, gave me a wonderful gift today. She got me a big pink squishy lap throw and a pink/side & purple/other side pillow. How thoughtful, Paula, for you to do that! It will now go with me to every treatment. I snuggled right up in it and used the pillow during my short nap, but it made a great lap desk to use working my word circle puzzles to pass the time. Here's the card she gave me:<br /><br /><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5370013086994857490" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 148px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6VdBcEhjWARQfhL0dtGV-9vzfb0QEgh73_dqA0U4i6AKukHaN9ixJvXMGZNLoGivmZhI97M5Thn0W7ZioqDmtSDNo2uxLyohDVR59VCwsxkBgXFkzpdI7sNlV-W92tC_uC81Z2yfVjk2q/s200/Doctor+This+Too+Shall+Pass.jpg" border="0" /> The inside of the card says: <strong>This too shall pass</strong></p><p>Ain't it the truth, especially if you are holding God's extended hand through "This". Because there is always a "this" in life and God is there holding you as you tramp through the mud or splash through the rain puddles, <em><strong>if you let him carry you</strong></em>. <em><strong>And God is big enough to do the carrying.</strong></em></p>VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-56573429789995760712009-08-13T22:21:00.006-05:002009-08-13T23:11:20.034-05:008-14-09 Day Before Second First ChemoDr. Barry Brooks has given us his personal assurance that I will not get sick tomorrow on this cocktail of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Herceptin</span> & <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Abraxane</span> he'll stir up in his cauldron. I plan to tell him that I know where he lives (you can find property by going to DCAD.org.) He lives in University Park in Dallas, which isn't the swankiest neighborhood in Dallas, but it will certainly do. So if I get sick we'll be visiting the good doctor at his house in University Park. Probably has a gated entrance.<br /><br />My liver has been hurting me today, I took 2 of the pills he gave me for nausea. It just appears that my liver is getting more tender each day. We'll see what my liver enzymes are this blood test.<br /><br />David took the large bandage off Wednesday night so you can see the incision. There are little pieces of surgical tape holding the sutures together. It is like the exact same incision as she did last time, nice neat little stitches in an upside down smiley face. This time the port is staying with me.<br /><br />We go to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">MCD</span> Texas Oncology tomorrow at 1:00 p.m. to do blood work and start the IVs running. I figure if we're lucky we'll be out by 4:30 to 5:00. I'm hoping to see some improvement immediately once the drugs hit the cancer cells. That may be wishful thinking on my part, but if I had a wish it would be that this would hit the cells with the HER2/<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">neu</span> coating on them <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">lickety</span>-split and start killing that thing.<br /><br />My hair dresser, Melissa, called today to see what I was doing. It's been about 3 months since I've been to see her. I told her my news and she was just sick. Don't know if I'll go back to her or razor it off myself. It was very hard on her to have to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">shave</span> my head last time.<br /><br />Interesting at work now. We have news employees who aren't familiar with all of Chapter 1, so it is all new to them. Some of my jokes that I make about it make them back up because they've never been around somebody this close to see what they go through. I don't want to scare them or <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">gross</span> them out, but I do want them to ask questions and understand that my talk and my writing are coping mechanisms for us. Laughter makes all things bearable.<br /><br />I spoke to a neighbor tonight on Sandy's walk, and her reaction was, "God is going to <strong><em>cure</em></strong> you." I told her that God may not 'cure' me of this attack on my earthly body. <strong><em>BUT God is going to</em></strong> <strong><em>carry</em></strong> <em><strong>me through every step of the way</strong></em>. We just have to listen for him and trust in his guidance. God still provides.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-23224081051122264742009-08-11T21:40:00.004-05:002009-08-11T22:26:14.339-05:008-10-09 Mediport InstallationWe had to be at the hospital at 10 a.m. for surgery at 11:30 yesterday. It would have all gone a lot smoother if I had remembered to complete the online health history questionnaire that they told me to do. . . really scary. I haven't had an ounce of chemo and the brain is already scrambled. Of course, David did say NUMEROUS times that there was no need to do a brain scan because I didn't have a brain. That may have been truer that I thought!<br /><br />Forms completed, an angel named Becky came to get me to get dressed and prepped for the surgery. She is probably about our age. She walked me to the prep area ( I lovingly call it the "cattle holding pen") and told me that she a French <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">courtier</span> glamour gown and some brand new red velvet shoes that were all the rage. Everything she did was caring, upbeat and confidence inspiring. After she got my IV going, she asked if I would like a margarita or strawberry daiquiri. I laughed and Becky told me that she was Baptist and wouldn't know how to make one of those drinks. I told her that we are Baptist, too. So we talked about church for a while. Becky brought me 2 pills for relaxation and stomach settling and about 2 tablespoons of water. She had the saline bag going to plump me up before surgery and went to get David.<br /><br />Dr. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Laidley</span> & Cheryl her RN came be to see us to see if we had any questions. Dr. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Laidley</span> was as cute as could be in her long blue skinny doctor's uniform.<br /><br />There was a man across the room from me behind one of the curtains. He was young and was in to get a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">rotator</span> cuff surgery. From the time I got in the holding pen, he as asking for his Diet Coke. The second time he asked, I yelled across the room behind our 2 curtains and said, "They won't give you a Diet Coke but maybe they will give you a Sonic strawberry milkshake." He said NO, that he wanted a Diet Coke. Must be an <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">addict</span> on the stuff.<br /><br />By this time David was back with me and we were talking a little bit, well, David was talking. I was getting really loose and feeling no pain. Becky came by to see me one more time before surgery. I reached up for her hand and thanked God for her loving service and for all the people she has the opportunity to touch each day, just a quick prayer for Becky.<br /><br />I woke up back in a room where I had to pass the TED test. I had a Sprite, 4 graham cracker packages, 2 saltine crackers. I asked for more Sprite and some soup. They brought me some chicken noodle soup. It was <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">sooooooooooo</span> good! Once I tinkled I was ready to go home. David got the car and drove me home. He made some lunch and I went to bed. and slept until about 6 p.m.<br /><br />Today I have felt pretty good considering. I think this time was lots easier than last time. I know what's coming and what to expect. Friday I'll have my first chemo treatment later that afternoon. This allows me to go to work and at least work half of the day. I'm taking <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Abraxane</span> & <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Herceptin</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Herceptin</span> has NO side effects. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Abraxane</span> is one of the poison drugs that kill both bad cells and good cells, so we'll be watching my white & red blood count again. I asked Dr. Brooks Friday about taking Emend for the sick feeling that I had the first time. He said that we wouldn't have to worry about that this time. He said that the main side effects of the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">Abraxane</span> are: hair loss & low blood count.<br /><br />Dr. Brooks said that when we're finished with the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Abraxane</span>, I'll probably be on <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">Herceptin</span> for life because my cancer is coming back with a vengeance. He's hoping that the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">Herceptin</span> will keep the cancer at bay.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-22212393376720751792009-08-10T07:35:00.002-05:002009-08-10T07:45:21.091-05:00Brushing Your TeethThe only thing I could do this morning was brush my teeth----and be sure you don't swallow any of the water! But it did feel lots better to get rid of the morning taste. I woke up at 6:55, the alarm was set for 8 a.m. I laid there for 5 minutes and Sandy saw that I was awake and moving around so he came to see about me. So we got up and took our morning walk. Even discovered a way that we can morning walk and not be in the sun!!! That was great. It's been there all along, I just wasn't thinking about it. The walk today was relaxing and cool with a nice breeze. Maybe we're fixing to cool down a little. We do have to says thanks for the rain we've received though. Tony & Elena said it was weird to see green grass everywhere. They are on strict water rationing in Kyle and all the grass is brown. San Antonio is the same way. It rains on the just and unjust, don't know which is which in this situation, but this I do know: God is with you whether you get rain or not. Even if it's a drought in your life, God is holding you in his hands that are full of cool, clear water.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-82969914934265295462009-08-09T21:49:00.002-05:002009-08-09T21:58:50.641-05:008-9-09 Up to Bat in the MorningTomorrow I get another mediport installed. This one will be with me a l-o-n-g time. I had the first one removed thinking that I wouldn't need it again. Clearly, that wasn't a horse you'd want to bet on. My anesthesiologist called earlier tonight: nothing after midnight, no makeup, no jewelry. I'll be in surgery about 45 minutes. Dr. Laidley and her RN, Cheryl, will do the installation----I know that sounds like they're putting in a new plumbing system, but it's the only word that fits. I'll be in recovery for about an hour. Then I have to stay there until I can pass the TED test: Tinkle----Eat----Drink. <br /><br />Dr. Laidley (my breast surgeon) is a very precise surgeon. On the first port, one of the radiologists asked me if Dr. Laidley put in my port. Yes, how did you know? They can always tell her work because of the tiny stitches and the little arch she sews it back up with. She is a keeper!VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-81087946483622778682009-08-09T21:10:00.003-05:002009-08-09T22:03:19.812-05:00Weekend with the Kyle SmithsTony, Elena, Nikita & Ana came to visit us again this weekend. They got here about 6 Friday evening and left when we left for church this morning. We had a good time. Friday night we had grilled chicken fajitas and refried beans. Then we topped it off with a delicious German chocolate cake.<br /><br />Tony & Elena snuck out Friday night and Saturday morning looking for the elusive catfish that are supposedly in our lake. Friday night the bugs were awful. Saturday it was too windy, so we didn't get to eat fried catfish.<br /><br />Saturday morning Tony made strawberry pancakes & nectarine pancakes. They were delicious! This morning he made waffles. He is quite the cook.<br /><br />Next we went to our community swimming pool and the 4 of them went swimming. Nikita & Ana are like little fish! For lunch/supper we had grilled hamburgers & hot dogs & fresh corn on the cob. I could have made a whole meal out of the corn. Tony made Velveeta queso. We had the rest of the German chocolate cake that they got at the store and some Jell-o with bananas and whipped cream I made. It was all just wonderful.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-15894290560854723162009-08-07T22:52:00.001-05:002009-08-07T22:53:36.788-05:008-07-09 Doctor NewsOK, I'm being lazy. David R Smith wrote the following email to people and I'm copying it here in my blog tonight.<br /><br />We just got back from the doctor's office (oncologist). We have now what we think is the difinitive information in her case, though as sure as I say that something else will change tomorrow. Anyway, here it is.<br /><br />1. Vickie definately does not qualify for either clinical trial. In one case her liver count is about 100 too high. In the other the Her2 count is one point too low.<br /><br />2. She goes in Monday morning at 10:00 a.m. to get her medaport put back in, which will allow them to give the standard chemo with less pain and bruising. Her original surgeon and favorite doctor (Dr. Laidley) will be doing this surgery.<br /><br />3. On Friday afternoon Vickie will begin her new chemo routine. She will be taking two drugs. One is Herceptin, which you have probably heard her talk about and which she took before. It has no appreciable side effects. The second is Abraxane, which is part of the Taxol family. She took another drug in that family before. This drug will cause her hair to fall out and will lower her blood count/immune system. If it is like the last time, it will also cause her to have flu like aches. However, it should cause little or no nausea or throwing up, which was a real problem with her first set of drugs last time.<br /><br />4. Unlike past chemo treatments, there is no set number of treatments (before it was four on one set of drugs, then four on another set). She will be taking this pair of drugs once every three weeks until either the tumor disappears or they see that the medicine is doing no good.<br /><br />5. Once the tumor disappears Vickie will continue taking Herceptin every month for the rest of her life or until/unless they come up with something else.<br /><br />6. This should work but the doctor says that is does not work on about 15% of patients. If she is in the 15% then things become truly critical. So she is not home free yet and we do need your prayers that, if it is God's will, the medicine would have the predicted effect.<br /><br /><br /> Thanks again for all your thoughts and prayers. We'll keep you updated as we know more.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-10144511541965171682009-08-07T22:49:00.002-05:002009-08-07T22:52:39.811-05:008-07-09 Happy Anniversary!!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8HaQEwl5PVLRExlK6Va77BYR8PJIZt1m3J9ZZwrAkCn9FJkgnps8Z6r0BWCLLhu1WD7H4dp5_uZ2UmyskRZtfV4ercJ4ls4YLsFprACetwTmJWDgAswIsdAPO4cmSTWzhOCAndbRvsL5b/s1600-h/Kelly+%26+Tami+Wedding.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 158px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367435808379662418" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8HaQEwl5PVLRExlK6Va77BYR8PJIZt1m3J9ZZwrAkCn9FJkgnps8Z6r0BWCLLhu1WD7H4dp5_uZ2UmyskRZtfV4ercJ4ls4YLsFprACetwTmJWDgAswIsdAPO4cmSTWzhOCAndbRvsL5b/s200/Kelly+%26+Tami+Wedding.jpg" /></a><br /><div>Our oldest son, Kelly & his wife, Tami are celebrating their 16th wedding anniversary today. I called to talk to one of them. Aubrey answered the phone and told me that Mama & Daddy are out celebrating, but if I wanted to talk to them, I could just call them on their cell phones. I think not. . . . Congratulations you two! </div>VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-72760704339311797402009-08-06T20:51:00.002-05:002009-08-06T21:09:39.018-05:008-6-09 Finally an Answer--- Of SortsYesterday I called my oncologist again and got the answer on my biopsy. The results knocked me out of both clinical trials, so we are preparing to trudge through the "standard therapy", which is taking the Herceptin (with no side effects) and Abraxane (with side effects, such as hair falling out.) This is the same type of treatment I had in Chapter One for the second round of chemo.<br /><br />Now for the clinical trials: 1. My HER2 score had to be above 2.3 to be considered HER2-Positive. The range to be considered HER2-Negative is 1.8 to 2.2. Not wanting to be outdone, my score came in at 2.2, sitting on the proverbial fence post and it's sticking me. That is why it took them so long to come out with an "equivocal" reading of 2.2. They said it was very unusual and had never seen it before in their testing. Dr. Brooks has asked them to go back and do a PCR test on the DNA which will provide a more specific reading. Because my results were not HER2-Positive, that pretty well knocks me out of that trial. The PCR might make a difference but we're not holding our breath.<br /><br />The second clinical trial: 2. My liver enzyme reading in April was around 130. On July 21 it was 502. On August 3 it was 858. This study has a limit of 750 to quality for it.<br /><br />Dr. Laidley called me on Tuesday. She had had a long talk with Dr. Brooks and she said she was "very upset over this." Bless her heart, you could hear the tears in her eyes. I told her that I had called her when I found out about the liver cancer in July because I didn't know if this affected my relationship with her or not. She told me in no uncertain terms: "You will never get rid of me." So she is installing a new mediport on Monday at 11:30 at MCD. This port will just stay in my little body. It was really good to talk to her.<br /><br />Tuesday I called Dr. Brooks' nurse for some medicine to stop my stomach from churning and my liver from making it feel like I was going to throw up. It has helped tremendously.<br /><br />Tomorrow we go see Dr. Brooks to discuss the biopsy and the results from it. He's hoping he'll have the PCR results back by then so we have the full picture of what we're looking at.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-22216502316922145812009-08-04T19:51:00.002-05:002009-08-04T21:54:47.879-05:008-4-09 Still No News--But Got Some DrugsI called the oncologist office this morning to get them to prescribe me something for this heartburn/nausea/painful/burning sensation I have on and off all day long now. They called in an RX for <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">Prochlorperazine</span> 10 mg tablets. The papers say it is for "nausea/vomiting." I took one with supper and it seems to have helped. I can still feel it, but it is better.<br /><br />We still have heard nothing about the HER2 results. I did get a phone call from my #1 doctor, Dr. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">Laidley</span>. She called to let me know that she had talked to Dr. Brooks yesterday and told me that she was very "upset" over all of this. Partly she was upset that the cancer is back, but I got the distinct feeling that she didn't like something about how all of this was handled. She said that Dr. Brooks asked her to install a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">mediport</span>, so she was calling to get that set up. Funny thing, we specifically asked about the port yesterday and Dr. Brooks said we didn't need to think about that right now. So what changed overnight? Got to call back tomorrow to get that question answered.<br /><br />Dr. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">Laidley</span> told me that I would never get rid of her, that she would always be in my life. That was so comforting. Her assistant called back about 4:30 to schedule the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">mediport</span>, which is scheduled for 10 a.m. Monday, given that we get some questions answered.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-35988998724739366282009-08-03T18:44:00.002-05:002009-08-03T19:21:45.752-05:008-03-09 Some Good News!Today we went to see the oncologist. I had to give blood for the usual tests and <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">Mieshea</span> (one of the blood-suckers) was an angel. I told her about all the issues they had 2 weeks ago and what my poor arm looked like. She said, "Oh no. You tell them that you want them to use a Pediatric 25 gauge butterfly needle with a syringe. And if they tell you, NO, then you tell them you'll come down to her and she'll do it." I pointed out the vein where they finally got the IV to work on my upper left arm and she got it on the first try with no problem. She even gave us 2 packages of the 25 gauge & the 23 gauge kits in case they said they didn't have any......<br /><br />Next we met with Dr. Brooks, my oncologist. They still don't have back the Her2 pathology to know for certain that this liver cancer is the same exact breast cancer. But we did get to ask him questions----Only to be told, that yes, it is serious, but it is not fatal at this time and he has 2 trials and a standard chemo process that we can go through once we have those results. David & I were just kind of sitting there, like maybe he hadn't read my results from the biopsy. By the time we recovered our voices, David asked him if we were looking at a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">short term</span> on my life expectancy, and he said, "no, we're going to fight this thing just like you did before." He told us that unless everything we try goes south (and there is always that possibility) that I will get through this recurrence and be cancer-free again. And then he said if/when it comes back somewhere else in the body, we'll fight it again. We were so relieved that we weren't talking about months to live, but were actually talking about years with a good chance of being cancer-free again.<br /><br />So what Dr. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">Courtright</span> told me over the phone was very different from what Dr. Brooks is saying AND what many of us had read about metastatic breast cancer going to the liver on the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Internet</span>. We were so relieved and thankful and just appreciative. It's not going to be fun & games, but we did it before and we'll do it again.<br /><br />I did have the echo cardiogram done at 4 on my heart. Remarks to <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">contrary</span> by my husband, I do have one and it was just beating and swooshing its little self away.<br /><br />I asked Dr. Brooks about the pains I've been having in the right breast (the actual breast cancer sight) and he made a note to schedule me for a mammogram on the right breast. I just made an appointment for the left breast in October I think.<br /><br />Andrea <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">Canady</span> was at <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-error">MCD</span> taking a field sobriety test (AKA a lung capacity test) before she can go back into the hospital on Wednesday to start her next round of chemo. She came downstairs and found us and got goosebumps on both arms when we told her!!! Andrea has been such a friend through this. It's impossible to put a price on that kind of friendship.<br /><br />So the next step will be to go to Dr. Brooks' office again when they get the HER2 results in and we decide what chemo steps to take. Thank you for <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-error">everyone's</span> prayers, phone calls, cards, books, visits, hugs & love. David & I appreciate every one of you who have given of yourself to us. God is good.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-18219547526021161192009-08-02T22:35:00.003-05:002009-08-02T22:47:18.280-05:00Squirrels In The RainThis weekend it rained and rained at Rowlett while my parents & brother & sister-in-law were here. The 6 of us played 3 games of 84, so we relented and raised the kitchen blinds so we could watch the rain. Wouldn't you know it, but a brave squirrel was out in the rain. And Sandy saw it.<br /><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 134px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365577203427885090" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLyOXkIbD0-BcCC7vnWaOYuNYZazKUMbkTn2oXqSt8ANTy6IJUNvnQZp6CEJNINpheDtsbC9QwAvq_vY7AMmUVrg72P5pV6AuY-9yQvanlf5ohJPFWKXlFFEx7vXvWaY73hjaaXLqUjyMy/s200/IMG_5868.JPG" /><br />He whined and cried and paced around at the windows, wanting to get out. That wasn't going to happen because the backyard was so wet and we didn't want another fiasco like before with the squirrel nearly being crinkled like a pretzel. And plus Sandy would bring in all sorts of mud.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMWihE4nloNeRSt5-pZQC0oXgo-X-8Cu-TK51QhlVT2UbPSV-WfAPK0ppPDq27LVsskxFYbiM91fqhc2x22ZjxjgmCj1Car8vHnl1aVwFJT5pYbvouKycWPqRiHCYeKrlg0FZiNrb1e9-n/s1600-h/IMG_5864.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 134px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365577488167658946" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMWihE4nloNeRSt5-pZQC0oXgo-X-8Cu-TK51QhlVT2UbPSV-WfAPK0ppPDq27LVsskxFYbiM91fqhc2x22ZjxjgmCj1Car8vHnl1aVwFJT5pYbvouKycWPqRiHCYeKrlg0FZiNrb1e9-n/s200/IMG_5864.JPG" /></a> Sandy stood at the back door at attention just watching for the squirrel to show back up. It was really pathetic.<br /><div><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfmjv7JLnmvW_-ZZfmsONS9CJ1vidxh5W19NN42AMm6nC_dJVtiMGLfp90glFA3_qI3O33Q9GwNXswI6U2yOfEuHBPpLX2MQE9c2Xbnv-jo-KEVLlnife5Nnu0tJ7t4Cct94sVWlJmEHFX/s1600-h/IMG_5875.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 134px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365576977255492882" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfmjv7JLnmvW_-ZZfmsONS9CJ1vidxh5W19NN42AMm6nC_dJVtiMGLfp90glFA3_qI3O33Q9GwNXswI6U2yOfEuHBPpLX2MQE9c2Xbnv-jo-KEVLlnife5Nnu0tJ7t4Cct94sVWlJmEHFX/s200/IMG_5875.JPG" /></a> He was really exasperated with us for not letting him out!<br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div>VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-8469340816715518502009-08-01T14:06:00.003-05:002009-08-01T19:42:00.643-05:00This Weekend's Company<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgakY3FwwWorZd_67_Z3pHHVtUjfH7-A8nKgze1g4e6U4Yy-4I32cJw9EFum113x8dLs-OXVjLWnXhkZyPLCe7CdXFuFVrUBfcFfdva1W0rwyPBBJXxKMWnaWFtFxLDJpwHV9fclmE9kl5E/s1600-h/CMTPDV+8-01-09+Edited.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 228px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 154px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365159796179247650" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgakY3FwwWorZd_67_Z3pHHVtUjfH7-A8nKgze1g4e6U4Yy-4I32cJw9EFum113x8dLs-OXVjLWnXhkZyPLCe7CdXFuFVrUBfcFfdva1W0rwyPBBJXxKMWnaWFtFxLDJpwHV9fclmE9kl5E/s200/CMTPDV+8-01-09+Edited.jpg" /></a><br /><div>Last night my mom Maude & dad Cristol & brother Tommy & sister-in-law Peggy drove here from Dickens, Texas (a good 6 hour trek from Rowlett up close to Lubbock) to visit. We were supposed to go home over the July 4th weekend, but the rash of ringworms nixed that idea. So it was very good to see them.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>They came with food, too!!! Peggy brought potato salad & brisket. Mama brought ham, fresh tomatoes, fresh broccoli, their 1st ripe canteloupe of the summer, some bananas and some Snickerdoodle cookies. It was all wonderful.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>We played 3 games of 42 or 84 or 88 or whatever it is with 6 people. I am proud to report that Mama, Peggy & I won 2 out of 3 games.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Sandy was thrilled to have new people come see him again this weekend! And these people played different games with him than the grandkids did. He really enjoyed them and I think the feeling was mutual. Mama & I took him for his early walk this morning and then everybody went on another walk around 11. He would like to have company like this ALL the time. Last night the drippings from the brisket pan got emptied onto his Iams food and boy, did it go fast!!! It's just cool having little hands here that drop a lot on the floor around her chair and now this weekend he had big hands giving him bites.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div>VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-24859130008126621402009-07-31T18:02:00.002-05:002009-07-31T23:21:18.261-05:007-31-09 Some News But Not All the NewsRhonda called today to let me know that they only lack the one part of the pathology report concerning the HER2/neu. The estrogen & progesterone parts came back and they thought they would have the HER2/neu in today or early Monday morning.<br /><br />So Rhonda moved our appointment with Dr. Brooks up to 2:30 Monday afternoon so he will be sure to have all the report. She also went ahead and scheduled me for the EKG at 4 p.m. so we can get that done, since it's the most important part to see how strong your heart is.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-37795334311960730322009-07-30T19:59:00.002-05:002009-07-30T20:07:15.909-05:007-30-09 Walking in the RainIt came a gully washer this morning here! At 6:30 I got up to let Sandy go teetee and he just stood at the door and looked at me, "No way am I going out there!" It was thundering & lightening. So we went back upstairs to get ready for work. Every morning I take Sandy for a 1/3 mile walk for him to get his constitutional and get some exercise. This morning the rain had slowed down to a nice sprinkle, so I got the big golf umbrella out and away we went. It was nice to be out walking in the rain. Funny how things mean a different thing to you when your life changes. Sandy was thrilled to be outside in the nice rain and he got to teetee and tootoo, so we were all fixed up. All the neighbors know us because we walk every morning and every night and I pick up the tootoo after Sandy so they appreciate that. For a while this morning I was a little girl walking her dog in the rain under a big umbrella. It don't get much better than that!VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-77264943317022472522009-07-29T22:23:00.003-05:002009-07-29T22:40:34.430-05:007-29-08 Nearly Some NewsAgain there was no news from the receptor part of the biopsy. BUT Rhonda did find out from the lab that they don't do that part of the test here in Dallas. They are mailed away from here and it takes about a week to get them back. They left here on the 23rd, so we're just now getting to the point of expecting them in.<br /><br />Also Rhonda said she went through my records today and discovered that Baylor Garland didn't send over all my records when I transferred from there to Medical City Dallas. Rhonda said that they had already sent them over today. Dr. Brooks needs them to determine how much of the different chemo drugs I got last time. She specifically talked about the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">Adriamyacin</span> & <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">Herceptin</span>. I was hoping to strike the word "<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">Adriamyacin</span>" out of the mix this time. That's the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">Kool</span>-aid red color "RED DEVIL" that is so wicked on your body. Some people more religious than me, called it "The Blood of Jesus." I'll stick with Red Devil, thank you. That name is more fitting. But I have to say, "Thank you, Jesus, for the Red Devil" cause it sure kicked the cancer's butt!<br /><br />I had that kind of sick at my stomach feeling again this morning until I ate something about 10 a.m. Don't know if it's the liver talking to me or what. I was OK after I ate, but was light-headed and squeamish until then.<br /><br />On a different note---Some dear friends from our Sunday School class lost her Dad today. Doug & Dora are beautiful people and made some tough decisions about her Dad over the weekend due to his kidney failure. He died this morning and went to be with Jesus. Our thoughts are with them & their family.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-76958145930238975262009-07-28T19:21:00.002-05:002009-07-28T19:28:50.476-05:00FBC Rockwall & the CommercialKelly & Tami and their 6 girls went to church with us at our home church FBC Rockwall. FBC Rockwall is a larger congregation and we were packed Sunday at the 10:50 service. In fact the 10 of us had to trek up to the balcony to get one row where we could all sit together. During July we do not have a choir and they have been doing special music services. Sunday it was a men's quartet from our church. Aubrey wanted to know what all the chairs up there were for.<br /><br />After the quartet sang and sang, it was time for preaching. But as our pastor headed up to the pulpit, a video comes on the overhead screens about this squirrel and a cell phone. It ended in mayhem with the squirrel running around. The point of the video was "Turn your cell phones off." Aubrey leans over to me and says, "Do y'all always have commercials in your church?"<br /><br />Try keeping a straight face and answer that one!VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-13685191060546785812009-07-28T19:08:00.002-05:002009-07-28T19:21:08.945-05:007-28-09 No News YetI called Rhonda, the RN from MCD, on my way home from work. I told her that I wasn't trying to harrass her, but that I just needed to see if she had heard anything. No, she had checked with the lab early this morning and said she would check again when she hung up with me. She didn't call me back, so no news. Rhonda did have a great idea though. She went into Dr. Brooks' scheduler and gave me his first appointment Monday morning when he gets back from vacation. That was a great idea, as that will give David & me a chance to talk to him face-to-face and get some questions, options and outcomes explained. Surely by Monday they will have the receptor report done. Rhonda said if they didn't have it by noon tomorrow, she was calling them to let them know that I have an appointment with Dr. Brooks Monday morning.<br /><br />Rhonda asked if I was feeling OK, so I told her about the ache down my middle and that my liver is tender. But I also had to confess that I might have overdone it this last weekend loving on everybody. I have felt much better today after being still and not doing anything extra.<br /><br />Rhonda also told me that there are 2 different clinical trials (hereafter referred to as C/T) available. One for the Her-2/neu study and one if the cancer happens to have changed into something else. So that was good to know, too.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-16078790364477226282009-07-27T22:10:00.002-05:002009-07-27T22:19:53.475-05:007-27-09 No Receptor Results YetRhonda, the RN from Medical City Dallas who works with the oncologists there as the main source for clinical trials, called me this afternoon to let me know that she had called the lab this morning and later this afternoon to see if the receptor parts of the pathology report were available. They weren't so we know nothing more than we did.<br /><br />I did not feel well today at all. I had this sort of heartburn, churning, achy, feeling down between my ribs and in my intestine area. And my biopsied liver was complaining, too, saying it is really sore now. David says I might possibly sort of overdid it this weekend with all the company. I totally disagree with that assessment. Tonight after supper I just vegged out in front of the TV and then took Sandy for our short 1/3 mile walk like we do every morning. Hopefully by Wednesday I'll be back at the mile walk every night. And this weekend I started having a dry cotton mouth. This morning I had to drink milk with every bite of cinnamon roll I ate just to get it down my throat because I had no saliva in my mouth. I've been guzzling water to see if that will help the situation. I'm keeping some mini candy canes close by for liquid when I get dry now.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-6714414825876132882009-07-26T16:52:00.004-05:002009-07-26T21:09:08.033-05:007-26-09 A Houseful of Fun<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjy9pUDcntHA71nLgw2QAGxrq6LRVQ5Ab3Y4JZxZD1_6lSFPatPnMaj7SlUYVmFjLSCo7xw8yhvYQMKRVoL0rtJZsNxmqcDlAvuUu-f999zFhQ1Z2xeZqY3bJEoZBFdttPvY2WpGihPnSUM/s1600-h/DVKTS+07-25-09.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362895751948267090" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 134px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjy9pUDcntHA71nLgw2QAGxrq6LRVQ5Ab3Y4JZxZD1_6lSFPatPnMaj7SlUYVmFjLSCo7xw8yhvYQMKRVoL0rtJZsNxmqcDlAvuUu-f999zFhQ1Z2xeZqY3bJEoZBFdttPvY2WpGihPnSUM/s200/DVKTS+07-25-09.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Kelly, Tami, Kora, Aubrey, Brynna, Hailey, Lauryn & Ashlynn came to visit us this weekend from San Antonio. Tony, Elena, Nikita & Anastasia came to visit us this weekend from Kyle. Friday night Tami's parents, Bud & Marva Cagle from Odessa, surprised us with a visit. They were in Ft Worth to celebrate the 1 year old birthday of Callan, their granddaughter with parents, C.J. & Jamie, Tami's sister. So we had a houseful.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>And of course, Sandy was here. He is one tired puppy dog. He played so much this weekend! He had kids to chase and play with. He had all these people in his house and it was hard sometimes to figure out what he wanted to do. But the best of all for Sandy was that Miss Ashlynn put as much food on the floor and she put in her mouth. And that was alright with Sandy. He was her personal vaccuum cleaner. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Tony & Elena have launched a photography business and brought all their equipment with them to set up in our music/sewing room. So for a good part of Saturday we took pictures of everyone. Tony has a really good camera. I say that because people will always look at your photos that are good and say, "Man, you must have a really good camera" as opposed to having a good eye and talent for photography. So for the truth, Tony is a really good photographer.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>And of course, Sandy was in many of the photos. We took pictures of David, Kelly, Tony & me---but we had to do a picture with Sandy in there, too, since he is our 3rd son. It was lots of fun and many laughs. ---Oh and by the way, ELENA took this photo!!!</div>VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-70743419289219326382009-07-26T16:47:00.002-05:002009-07-26T16:51:27.494-05:007-26-09 Clinical TrialHere is the URL of the clinical trial they are looking at for me, conducted by Wyeth:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.wyeth.com/ClinicalTrialListings?product=/wyeth_html/.~system~/versions/60/71/605590397160/3144A2-3003-WW(39).html&query=Breast">http://www.wyeth.com/ClinicalTrialListings?product=/wyeth_html/.~system~/versions/60/71/605590397160/3144A2-3003-WW(39).html&query=Breast</a> CancerVLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-5369616454482960192009-07-24T22:37:00.003-05:002009-07-25T18:37:30.390-05:00A Houseful of LoveJoy of joys---when I got home from work today, I had 8 grandkids, 2 sons, 2 DILs, and of course, David & Sandy. What a change in a house in one afternoon's time! They brought food with them, too. Sandy is just beside himself with all these people in his house. He was a good vaccuum cleaner after supper though! And then later Tami's parents and her oldest sister, her husband and baby girl, Callan, came over to visit. All the laughing and giggles are good medicine for the heart!VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2632682102764264713.post-46656259718862157252009-07-24T22:23:00.003-05:002009-07-25T18:36:35.227-05:007-24-09 Clinical Trial PossibilityComing home from work this afternoon, I got a call from Rhonda at MCD, who is working with Dr Brooks (oncologist) to get me into a clinical trial. But first I'd have to have an echo-cardiogram, a brain scan (David says that is a waste of time) and a full body CT-scan. This is to test my heart because the medicines in the trial are, just as the Herceptin was, hard on the heart. They want to see if I have cancer anywhere in my body before they let me in the trial. Anyway, we are waiting for the receptors portion of the biopsy to come in to ascertain that it is indeed the exact same cancer as before. This trial would involve Tykerb & Zoloff, a pill that you would take a regimen of for 21 days, off 7 days and then on again for the same time period. And get this: you keep your HAIR!!! The worst side effect is diarrhea. What a joke!!! Bring it on.VLShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15756051925538801686noreply@blogger.com0